Wednesday, October 17, 2001

Watashi to kareshi belong to chigau no seikai yo. Hai, watashi tachi wa denwa de nani mo hanashi temoii desuga, jitsu wa, watashi tachi no "souzou" wa chigau yo. Kare to iitai desuga, yuuki ga nai. Mata, watashi wo kirai yo. Can't slack anymore. *sheesh* Hope I'll learn FINALLY. I have to. Getting results back tomorrow. Betcha I'm gonna be like one of the last in my class, most probably in the whole level. I don't want to think so much but it's just like inevitable or whatever rubbish you use to describe it. Gonna be grounded for life, handphone's gonna get confiscated, no talking on phone, no ICQ-ing, only...books? *shrugs* Who knows. Everything in my life's gonna change. Drastically. Guess some already have. Eck. Trying not to care for the moment. >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 06:04 p.m.

Sunday, October 14, 2001

Came to post cuz I read your blog, Aki. Maybe I'm a little late... Read your post on 11 Oct. Aki, it's ok. Everything's gonna be ok. I once thought I'd be retained too, but the fact is, you won't. As long as you studied, you'll pass. Serious. For that effort you put in, you'll get back what you should. You even studied more than me you know. For bio, for geog, for everything else. This final yr exam is like shit, and if you think that way, I bet lotsa pple are thinking of just banging their heads against the wall. I'm like one of them... But know what? Just don't think too much into it. You know you've studied, you know you've at least tried your best. What you can do is learn your lesson and pull up your socks next year. Remember what Mrs quek said? In sec2, you hafta work hard for the combi you want, then in sec4, you HAVE to work hard cuz it's like the first milestone of your studying life...(let's forget about PSLE, that's like total crap). In sec3, you still can afford to slack a bit cuz you'll get into the same class. So slack this year, and that's it. Don't do it next year. Photocopy your report book if you have to. Look at it and remind yourself to mug like shit next year. That was like a whole chunk. I was actually consoling myself at the same time...^^; And of course, for all those who are thinking that their exams suck, you're not alone!!! Rather late, or early as some people who like to be sarcastic would say... but I'm hyper!!! I mean, it's like the exams are (somewhat) over... This is weird. Was so tired during exam time, slept at every chance, dreaded studying thru the night, now I'm like so super hyper and dun feel like sleeping... I mean, after all, I woke up at like 1pm today... And if not for slam dunk, I think I would have slept some more. Yar, I admit I'm a pig...=Þ Was still thinking of hibernating... hehz. Think I'm going offline... nothing much to do online, except to update bloggy and talk to people over icq... and to compose ringtone... I love composing ringtone!!! hehz... Kk, I'll be gone. >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 01:24 a.m.

	Saturday, October 13, 2001
Guess I can say exams over...=) Yeah!!! Worst exams of my life. Never have I not slept just to study before... Wonder how I'm gonna make it thru next year. Online for quite some time but no one else is... Don't seem to have much to say...*haha* Gonna go eat dinner... Hafta warm up food myself. Stinky parents. HATE them. Oh yeah... =) Sore ja. >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 07:00 p.m.

Sunday, October 7, 2001

I'm here again...*haha* Can't control you see... haiz... And today's been a real miserable day for me so far. Argh. Aki, if you really want to compare, I haven't started on bio, physics, HCL, and Lit. And for A-maths, I have totally no confidence in it. *^5 to Aki* We're in it together...*haha* Heck, it's just a week more. Hang in there. Ganbatte ne! And for the qiu tian de tong hua, I can lend you the tape if you want. After Kelly, that is. But it's not in Korean, sadly... But it's so so so so gan ren!!! *haha* I'm advertising... I only finished acids, bases, and salts and metals for chemistry. I think I rule big time you know...*haha* Bet I'm not gonna get to sleep until like 2am, though chances are I might not even be getting any sleep... This exams has gotten the worst out of me. *shrugs* I'm gonna do like super super badly... Good thing I can stay in 4/2, IF I don't get retained, that is. *haha* My aim is just to pass all my subjects... and Physics is my greatest fear cuz I don't seem to understand... Ah heck. So hungry... Been eating quite a lot lately. Or rather, snacking. Chew on gummies while studying... My mouth just has to move while I'm studying. Either I talk to myself or I snack. *sheesh* I'm gonna get real fat after the exams. Maybe I already am... Ah heck. Enough crapping around. See you guys some time later! =) >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 06:16 p.m.