Saturday, October 6, 2001

Woohoo, haven't added an entry for 5 days. This goes to show how guai I am, yar?? =Þ Saturday now, can relax for a while, so come and add entry....=) Nothing to say leh.......Hmmm.........*wreck brains* Still nothing to say....... Talk about exams lah, heck. The past few papers were ok......Didn't sleep at all to study for geog. Sorta regret not studying earlier, cuz I found out that it was quite nice studying for the topics I like......*sigh* Had a lot to write for SS, not enough time to finish......haiz...Lucky the structured essay question for the chpt I chose was like super easy...*haha* Yeah~ Think I'm gonna die this week. Haven't started for Bio, Physics, and my A-maths marks been deteriorating like dunno what.....Then Monday's Chemistry, and I haven't started too....Bad prioritising of time. Bad bad.... *haha* Hope I'll learn next year....No more chance to slack anymore next year or my whole future's gone, and I mean GONE....haiz.... Kk, dun crap liaoz. Me think me go.....watch Slam Dunk, Card Captor Sakura, Hana Yori Dango, Itazula na Kiss(TAKASHI KASHIWABARA!!!!!), then go study.....*haha* That will be like 3 hours later? Make that 5, cuz I think I'll go to sleep....Yeah.....=Þ Forgot to comment, me watched qiu tian de tong hua, so gan ren!!!!! Touched~ Cried leh.......*haha* Must go eat and watch SD liao....Till exams over, ja! >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 1:07 p.m.

Monday, October 1, 2001

I can't concentrate. I just seem to think of things I shouldn't be. And I'm trying very hard, for once, to really try and concentrate. And I still can't. Because I keep thinking of something. Or someone. I would tell someone my feelings if I had the chance to, and the courage. But I have neither. Gonna dream at home. Why can't the tears just flow down? What is wrong with my tear ducts, or tear glands, or whatever shit that thing that secretes tear is? Eck. I haven't started with bio. But I can do the MCQs. Encouragement. No more time, rushing for lessons.....bet I'm gonna doze off. *sigh* >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 12:42 p.m.

Friday, September 28, 2001

I feel like an irresponsible freak. I don't dare to stand in front of the class to make an announcement and in the end, I implicated most of my classmates, almost my whole class...*sigh* Damn hungry now. Had diarrhea this morning....was so worried I couldn't come to school. Or would be late. Was late the last time cuz I was stuck in the toilet for like 15 mins.....*sheesh* this is getting a little disgusting...hee~ Wanna go eat, but too lazy....and (frankly and blantly speaking) I don't really like the group of people I usually go to recess with....*sheesh* Still got assembly today, have to wait long long before I can get some food to eat.....argh. Ewww, I'm starting to make my diary seem like an itinery... And it's geting boring reading it....*haha* KkZ, don't crap liaoz...~ =) >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 12:32 p.m.

Wednesday, September 26, 2001

Found out that MY own computer can't read the chinese words I typed...*haha* haiz..... Came home from Japanese, wanted so much to run to my room and cry. Ate dinner, didn't say anything at all, kept my head low all the while. Was so scared I may just burst out into tears any moment then. It's no no no reply. I mean, yar, kare is most probably very busy, just like most people, but....I just feel weird and it's like something's lost from your life. I can't seem to be able to live without kare. But.....I think I'm clear about it. ai janai. Only a special friend. =) Glad about that, I think. Stupid Daniel. Don't know what he was thinking. He....after Japanese, he ask me to wait outside the class, and he pulled Herng Jer out. I mean, yeah, it may be nice of him, but still....*sigh* And he said it's the last lesson... *haha* Well, maybe hafta thank him too lah. *haha* =) Kk, me gonna hide in my room, rot till dawn...*haha* CME test tomorrow....but guess I won't be studying lah. >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 07:48 p.m.

Wednesday, September 26, 2001

Kesa, SMS wo okutta. Shikashi, reply ga nai. Mata, kanashii yo. *tameiki* Nande? Hontou ni, ai ni natta??? Iya da....~ Kona koto, mou suki janai.... Itsumo kare wo "omotteru", taihen sou. Benkyou mo deki nasasou. Doushite kare wa sonna ni yasashii? Kirai yo. I don't want to think of 'it' anymore, but I can't do it. Kare just pops up into my mind. Baka. Atode, kare ni denwa wo shite? Shikashi.....*sigh* ÐÄÇéºÜÂÒ£¬¾ÍÁ¬ÎÒ×Ô¼º¶¼Çå³þ×Ô¼ºµÄ¸Ð¾õ¡£ If you cry ÎÒ»áÃ÷°×¡¡If you smile ÎÒÒ²»áÎÂů ×ßÀÛÁË If you don't mind ºÍÎÒ×øÏÂÀ´ ¿´¿´ÌìµÄÀ¶ If you cry »¹ÓÐÎÒÔÚ If you try ÅãÄãµÈ´ý ÄãÓÀÔ¶²»»á¹Âµ¥¡¡ÓиöÈË¡¡Ö»ÎªÁËÄã´æÔÚ lyrics from Daniel Chan's "IF". >^.^< nin-chan dozed off at 12:33 p.m.