been almost one week since i last blogged. not busy, more of lazy, i guess... ^^;
the week that just passed was a super slack week for me, but i guess next week is a killer week... wonder how i'm gonna tackle all those tests. >.<
song lyrics written by me for some chinese song lyric scompetition... meant to be sung to the tune of "huai tian qi" by sun yanzi... got me into the finals miraculously, and won me a bar of toblerone chocolate... lol. inspired by a certain someone, and i just wanna say thank you... :)
in an attempt to revive my (presumbly dead) daisy,
... (yes, click on the three dots -_-) boliao things bored people do to kill time; relaxing things stressed people do in order to relieve stress; crazy things pissed people do to cool down. =D
lol. was feeling kinda bored, so i went out to water the
flowers i got from dramafest last night. i used those squirt type of water bottle to do so and this guy walking past my house gate started staring at me. ^^;; so paiseh. and i was wearing my school pe shirt. hee.
i love flowers. my friend and i bought tons of (fake) flowers today to give to our juniors and the choir girls who'd be performing in 2 weeks time, and my friend say we looked like we were "fa hua chi-ing" wahaha.
kinda just got home from supper after dramafest...
i guess we did our best for dramafest, so i don't feel very sad that we came in third... (there were only three plays performed =/) maybe i'm not so attached to the class after all. but during this period of time, i have to admit that i got to know a lot of people in my class better... i viewed those people whom i didn't used to like from a different point, and got to know their good points... perhaps, if we all were to try to view people from a different point, get to understand them better, the world would be a better place to live in... =)
i've been taking my parents for granted. my father called me around 9.50 cuz he was passing by my school, and asked if i was ready to go home, but i just went "don't need lah, you just go" and he was like "but i'm here, i can wait" and i kinda lost my temper, as i always do in front of them (>.<), and went "don't need lah! i wanna go eat supper lah!" i feel evil everytime when i'm talking to them. what my mother always says to me is so true. when i need a favour from my parents, i speak so softly and be nice to them. otherwise, i'll just snap at them. practically every conversation we have ends up with me snapping at them and going "don't care about me lah" =p
to carisle: sorry, and thanx. =) paiseh you may have to bear with me for about 4 months more. gonna be a quiet partner. =/ and i'll try to open up more, k? =) luv ya.
my teacher asked me to go talk to my school counsellor. =/ a future counsellor being counselled. argh. my teachers worry too much for me. hoho. and they notice me a tat too much.
"yihua, you seem to be a little quieter. you used to talk a lot during classes" --- lit teacher on me becoming quieter.
"is it because you're not studying? yihua, i don't want to give up on you. it'd be a waste if you get something like a C you know" --- bio teacher on me doing terribly for bio. i think it'd be marvellous if i can even manage to get a C. =D
"yihua, can do?" --- something my amaths teacher asks me every lesson since i snapped at her. =D
bah. have too much to quote. suddenly remember something my sci teacher liked to say to me in sec 1. whenever a unusually loud noise is heard in the science lab, my teacher would go "yihua, keep quiet" and the class would laugh. -_-
sweet memories.... :)
i feel like i'm going to die of happiness any time soon. i guess i was right when i said that the day has yet to end. good things still await me. =D
been a long time since i added so many entries in one day. upsaid's screwing up again, so there. >.<
my daddy went to johor and got durians back. and he put them in the fridge. and my rum chocolate has become durian-rum chocolate with a natural durian stench. i_i
and for the past few days, planes have been flying over my house, in preparation for the ndp. so noisy. next time cannot live somewhere near army camps. not only it gets super noisy at times, it so darn ulu-ated. T.T
"in short, it was screwed." --- quote from my class director for our play when we just totally screwed up for drama fest. today was a screwed up day for me. and it has yet to end. -_-
being deprived of sleep really does one no good. was feeling so nasty today. when my friend came over and told me "i never study amaths, how?", i nearly snapped back "my business arh?" but i held it within. i think i'm pms-ing the whole year round. >.<
we had 50 minutes to finish our amaths test. i slept for half an hour. because i had absolutely no idea on how to do the sums so i might as well catch some sleep while the class is exceptionally quiet. =D this is gonna be the second amaths test i'm gonna fail in my whole life. >.< argh. i hate differentiation. i hate graph sketching. i hate logarithms. but i love amaths. -_-;
dramafest was a total flop. i guess nothing went right. and my class is just gonna lose since most of the people don't exactly give a damn about it, and those who care are almost down to tears. >.< i really hate my class. everyone is so self-centred. study study and nothing but study. darn you. i'm gonna fail my Os and that's final. yeah.
i feel so weird. something's wrong with my brain. perhaps it's the song i heard last night. wo de ai zhi wei le ni cun zai by nicholas tse. =)
been listening to this song again and again... also don't know why. i just love fang wen shan and jay chou's songs. yeah.
i feel so slack... told myself that i have to finish all my homework by today so that i won't be pia-ing tomorrow since i'll be at my friend's house doing something i hate wasting my time on... >.<
suddenly feel so sick of blogging. life's routines really bore me.
i was going through this and find the gb entries very entertaining....
- this person claims to be a nicholas tse fan, and his email is ~@louiskoo.com... -_-
- almost everyone thinks that nicholas tse will go and read that gb and have some requests from him... haiz...
it's hard to believe people can actually be so crazy over idols... but to think of it, i was once like that too... and i wish that i'm still like that. at least when i was all crazy over nicholas tse, my grades weren't affected. somehow, they will never hurt you emotionally no matter what. not for me, at least. even when i was so pissed for not being able to shake his hand, i was still normal...
perhaps i should just concentrate on thinking of alan tern... =D but it's so impossible. >.<
woohoo~~~! just back from the scgs band concert and it simply rocks... sccb rules man.... yeah~~
feel so shagged now... realise how hard it is to be a camera man. >.<
i love my school. :) to think i'm actually saying that. but the truth is, i'm sying it from the bottom of my heart. perhaps if i were to write the valediction now, i would be able to do a better job. >.<
wheeeee~ i'm back... ^^; and i've got a pseudo-shoutbox. which will most prolly remain bare till the end of time. >.<
that's all. time to get started on homework. argh.
