read this. touched. yeah. the first thing that came to my mind was the stupid li zihao donating his kidney to even stupider and idiotic maymay in zhen qing. the motives are totally different. bleahzzz.
pierre png = idol of the millenium. ^^;;
and i offlicially declare me cRaZy. O-o eek.
and oh, carisle? help me say, erm, happy belated birthday to kenneth. >.< forgot to tell you earlier, so i suppose when you read this, it'd be too late. dang. and i bet he'll have a great surprise. LOL.
today, on the bus to our visit to this electroplating factory, my friends talked about the disadvantages of the ez-link card, and their 'encounters' with them.
1) some people forget to tap their ez-link card when they alight the bus. eg. my friend said this woman forgot to tap her ez-link card, and had to ask the driver to open the rear door to let her tap her card.
2) when the bus is too crowded, you may have to alight by the front door and thus cannot tap your ez-link card. eg. once again, my friend saw this man who had to go down by the front door, run to the rear door and tap his card.
and as far as i know, these two instances led to loss of face for the two 'victims'. =|
and i've seen many people who tap their ez-link card on the reader and the red light flashes, with three beep sounds heard, instead of one. bah.
but it's ok with the mrt.
darn. it's unfair. why do independent schools have to wait for a longer time to get their ez-link cards? argh.
i wished i had mid-yrs. serious. i think something must have driven me crazy. eek.
i know i'm a weird girl, and i know i'm super late. but do you think i care? ;) checkoutall thesenew layouts!
^^;; i'm a weirdo. i don't usually report on new layouts. maybe i just want to blog. whee~~~ so there
i think she rulez. i admire her a lot.
ran 2.4 today. lousy timing. 16.04. ack. at least i got my gold =| wonder where all my stamina went to.
she was trying to beat her record. think it was around 10+min. but on her last round, instead of sprinting, she slowed down. was practically walking. because this other girl was walking and was rather slow. so she encouraged her. i love her spirit.
so what if you get a good timing? i guess it's times like this you see the remnants of the class spirit my class has.
bah. decided not to quit blogging after all. =P shoot meh.
[strangles carisle] WAI!!! you never told me you were in the same german class as him for two years! >.< fine, even if you did, you did not make sure i heard it! ^^;; me = jealous =P
i think i was a lunatic in class today, smiling (laughing?) to myself the whole time. dang. i'm doomed.
yeah!! my internet is BACK. after two weeks. not too long, i guess, cuz i think i'm not yet used to NOT having internet connection at home. ^^;;
i have this bad feeling getting back my internet connection = BAD. oh bother. =?
new layout will be up soon... but it's horrible. =| new link added! ^_^ thanks for linking me anyway. :) a great fan of eva...
this is a super rushed entry. any typos, dun blame me. lotsof short form. ^_^
ok, this is for [unknown]. i hate pple who dun leave their names when they crictise someone else's site. or rather, they dun DARE to leave their names. oh, first of all, thanks kae. ^_^
what kae said was true. you think my site suck, then show me what you can do with YOUR site, IF you have one, that is.
you don't even know me. you can't HEAR me by visiting my blog. so how do you know that i'm SQUEAKING?? and even if i am, so what?
this is what i always say to pple who crictise my page: if you dunlike my page, you should have scrammed the moment you saw it. why would you bother to look thru it, and even spend your PRECIOUS time signing my guestbook? thanks for that anyway. *rolls eyes*
whatever. had lots to say when i first saw that entry, but i'm so rushed i forgot it all. dang. byebye.
i guess i'm adding an entry just beacuse. =Þ
screwed up my bio test today. expected. hee. maybe what carisle said was true... i don't exactly like bio, yet i'm depriving someone, who most probably will take triple science seriously, of a chance to take triple science. but whatever. i'm evil. -_-
[hugs sister] i miss you... damn. i feel like being a bad girl. i don't want to go to school for any extra lessons during june hols. argh.
dang. i hate the end of recess. i_i btw, i'm getting used to having no internet connection at home~ ;) ^^;
my email's been left unchecked for a week. i_i
maybe not being able to come online is a good thing. felt lost at first, cuz the first (and probably only) thing i used to do when i got home everyday was to switch on my comp and stay in front of it till God knows when. =Þ but now... at least i start doing my homework at 10pm instead of the usual 12am. =D i'm crazy.
darn! end of recess so soon?? >.< whatever. my friend came to interrupt and i forgot what i had to say. [strangles carisle] and i have no idea when i can blog again. LOL.
erm, time for a new layout?? ^^;; kinda sick of this all black layout. [sigh]
dang. my internet connection at home BROKE DOWN for some reason. and i think i haven't been online for like 4 days?? and that's ALOT to me cuz one day you don't see me online and you should ask why. =Þ
think i'm kinda experiencing a state of depression now. just feel sad for no reason. and just last night, i cried the whole night while writing to my friend. but it really feels nice, i guess. i could write out all of my feelings and cry it out at the same time. ^_^
watashi to kare, mou tomodachi ja nai? i really think it's a pity... and sometimes, i wonder if i'm the cause of it. mou kare wo omottenai kedo, hontou ni mata ii tomodachi ni nari tai... i_i
recess' over. i_i some marriage talk by teachers now. lol. i love CME. ;)
he's online, and his status is set to busy. >_< i'm SUPPOSED to be feeling neutral. let me emphasise, SUPPOSED. i_i
when my friend told me she was sms-ing him, felt kinda... not so good, but i pretended to be neutral. and she asked me for his hp no today cuz she (most prolly) wanted to sms him with another person's hp and i got a little upset.
carisle, i know you most prolly will be reading this, but don't worry, i'm not angry at you or whatever, but i'm just... disppointed at myself, i guess.
i asked my friend to help me delete his hp no from my phone book. and she said that i should just leave it there. if i want to delete it, it just shows that i still have some feelings.
i'm so damn stupid. naive. whatever you've got.
and oh god, i think i forgot to mention that i shouted at my teacher and now i'm in some sorta trouble. bah.
maybe it's time for some good news. ^_^ [pardon me if i sound a little (or very) hao lian / ego]
first piece of good news: wheee~~~!!! i got top three for japanese!! oh yeah~~~ never even dreamt of it... was so damn shocked when the sensei called to inform me of it! hee. so excited. LOL
second piece of good news: sports day on friday, my class got 3rd for 4*100 relay! yeah yeah, not very good, but hey, i caught up with the person who was originally in third place, who was like 20m in ahead of me? (yes, i was the anchor runner, believe it or not =p) but the person i caught up with had some sustained injury... i_i whatever.
he's gone. whatever. i just hate myself. i'm holding on to nothing. why is it that i just can't practise what i preach?
i love my friends. ^_^
oh no... i've been thinking of him the whole day... during lit lesson, i was stoning and just started smiling to myself... argh. how??
been thinking about him the whole weekend... i_i i miss friday... did a splash page for his website. it's something i'm doing for my friend. ^_^ click here to view it. btw, only the 'main' and 'profile' page is working... hee. >.<
kinda forgot today's april fools' day. my friend sent me a prank sms and i didn't notice that he was playing a trick on me... -_- whatever. =Þ
i don't know what i should have felt when my friend told me about it. i hate it everytime when i have to fake my feelings. i feel so... fake. but seriously, it's hard to tell who you can tell your true feelings too. cuz it'll implicate others indirectly. [shrugs]
on a lighter note... alan tern's bdae picnic was a success!!! ^o^ oh no... i'm in love... ^^;; he's so darn nice... lolz. there was this kite which just wouldn't fly, and when my fren asked him to sign on it and write something on it, he wrote "pigs can fly!!!"... so cute! i even told my fren i don't want to wash my shirt cuz he put his hand behind me when we were taking pictures... ^^;
and guess what... he was from chinese high, and his cca was volleyball... -_- things just have to be SO coincidental. [sighs]
spent quite a long time looking for a host... there're so many nice domains out there!! but they either don't offer hosting anymore, or are closed down... wai!!! but anyway, not like anyone would want to host me. all i know to use in adobe photoshop is lens flare. hee.
argh. there's so much to do and so little time LEFT. hee. whatever. i can't be bothered. i really wonder how i'm going to make it through this year. i have this very bad feeling i can't even get into a jc. i don't want a 'B' on my O'Level cert, but i'm not working hard for it. i'm not even working for it. my friend said she doesn't even want an 'A2' on her cert, and i think the same goes for me, but that would be impossible because if it does happens, i'll be on the papers. =D ^^;;
wheeeeeeee~~~ i'm bored. i really wonder how i can even think of being bored. haiz. whatever.
