Thursday, December 6, 2001 layouts
trying to figure out how signmyguestbook.com works, then i can create my own layout! =) anyway, new layout's done, just waiting for the time to put it up... :) nin-chan made a wish at the shooting star at 02:39 p.m.

Thursday, December 6, 2001 whatever

i shall condemn the previous entry. ^^;; in love with utada hikaru's "first love" now. and all i understand is "you will always gonna be my love". ^^;; but i'm still in love with "i for you". =) thank you ranmmy for signing my guestbook. and germaine. =) well, i just joined teensg... minna san, go join!!! ^o^ lol. nice layout there. *pats germaine* great job! ;) O-o think i'm back to my crazy self for the time being... :) nin-chan made a wish at the shooting star at 01:29 p.m.

Wednesday, December 5, 2001 feelings

in love with "i for you" by luna sea. though all i understand is "kokoro kara". lol. it means "from my heart". i do understand others here and there but am too lazy to process it. =Þ ne, kae, doushite f4 no liu xing yu wa uso? eeto... f4 no di yi shi jian, kiita koto aru? iin janai? ;) kami sama, mou sukoshi dake... i love that show manz... lol. it seems like i've been thinking a lot of things i shouldn't. it seems like it's all crap i'm talking... >_< i don't get myself even. ^^;; i'm leaving on friday, but i'm not the least prepared... i don't even want to go. i still hope there is a chance for me not to go. maybe if i make my parents real angry, they won't let me go. yes. maybe that's what i shall do. ^^;; it's not as if they aren't always pissed at me for one thing or another. i just hate it. they brought me into this world. they will have to bear with me for that. they aren't even fit to be my parents. they know nothing about me. nothing. i suddenly feel as if i'm all alone in this world. who knows me, when i myself don't even have any idea who the heck i am? why was i put into this world? i don't want to think of many things, but i just keep thinking of them. and they only make me sad. heard this lyrics from i for you: "kanashi sugiru yo". (means "too sad") trying to figure out what the whole song means... sheesh. too hard. lol. i don't like it when people don't understand me. ok, maybe they don't, but they don't have to show it. i don't want them to show it. is it possible to die when you jump from the third storey? sheesh, i don't think my window is even big enough for me to climb through. nin-chan made a wish at the shooting star at 10:52 p.m.

	Wednesday, December 5, 2001 wasure chatta
forgot to thank those who signed my gb. kae/fbm/imouto, aki, danchi, kor, yunfei and germaine, arigatou! *bows* ;) thought of a new layout. *yay* when i was in bed. O-o funny how come inspirations only come when i'm in bed... maybe i should sleep more. ^^;; nin-chan made a wish at the shooting star at 02:27 p.m.

	Tuesday, December 4, 2001 betsuni
added a link. go see! =) i better think of a new layout... >_< all the best to me... lol kae, dunno when you can see this, but this is a site you wouldn't want to miss visiting... i think it's so darn cool... =) nin-chan made a wish at the shooting star at 11:57 p.m.